Frustration.........

Alright...this will be about what happened to me during the week...

Since last Thurs I have been quite sick....slept on bed straight until i missed class on Thursday...and had fever on Saturday morning....

It was not the end of the symptoms as I was sick the entire week until now due to over-stress,fatigue and work. It makes me wonder how does our seniors managed and how my friends right now can manage without getting sick ><...

True that it may also because i have not enough sleep and rest since im always staying up until 4-6am doing work, or end up not sleeping at all...Last thursday I did that and wound up drinking 3-4 cans of coffee and 1 Red bull but it had no effect cuz i was too tired...

Yesterday and today too..Had to take MC already ...imagine yesterday morning when it was 3-5 am and suddenly the electricity broke up...and I forgot to save my work... Was dam ridiculed at that moment. My brain snapped and i was like ..."Dont look, I'll kill u" mode...

Got fed up and went to bed anyways...fainted in bed at that time...today as well...missing 2 presentations and a test..which i'll make up after the mid-sem break if the lecturers let me T-T!! Is so shitty i have to get SICK at the week the datelines are due ...

SHYT 1~~~!!! Byt nvm holiday time can hang out with friends...and oso recover!! Assignment also do at the same time~~ Yeah!!!

Doomsday....

The only thing i can say rite now is...Sem 3 is doomsday for me..
Why? Cus i never felt this stress n tired at all..n somehow im sick of facing my PC evryday doing work...It is sickening and my eyes is like =___= edi.....

Oh and my eyes also has eyebags like panda soon....due to not enuf sleep..Heck i feel like im almost an insomniac person......Idk y now feeling like the past 2 sems were a breeze...

Cus i ner felt like this b4~~~ Even SPM~~~

Rant Post!!!!!!!!FML!!

Okays....Good...I wanna say...my life is really "Fuk My Life"...!!!
Assignments haven finish n.....got ppl expect to hand in the Photoshop assignment next week arhhh??? Wo de tian ahhh.....wo yao shi liao lah!!!

Why add more burden to the already nearby deadlines anyway? Is it like I not enough sleep is not enough already and have to be like no nid to sleep this whole week to finish the bloody work?
One robot work edi take me 3D and i still cant finish,I know my work-pacce is extremely slow but nonid to pressure me even more lah!!!!

Goddammit....Issit my job is this oni ke? Takde benda lain utk dibuat ker...ishk...kebengangan,kebengongan,kecelakaan,kebodohan...!!!!! Why lah am i cursed with this, I rather be like sleeping beauty n sleep a long time evryday den being like this...Shyt!!!!!

I hate u...i despise u...stop pressuring me....I try to do the work with all my best edi...i just nid time...y cant give me time....I really wish i can PK ppl...I need to destress more edi....I can see my week of non-sleeping edi..haihhhssssss....why lah always like this...i haven finish work, work edi chasing me to pass up!!!!

FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML!!!

Mah Lifez Plunging Towardz Hell!~~

OMG..i rly have to rant!!!
Over stressing myself to oblivion!!!!
Week 4:
2 portraits (which ;ast week edi i Haven Completed also)
3 E-Cards from flash (Which i got Idea, duno how to portray them)
1 poster sketches(many)...I dunno if got time to sketch them out
1 After Effects Kinetic Typography (WHICH IS KILLING MY PC)
5 Commercials which IDK where to dig it out!

Then I am already SLEEP-DEPRIVED!!!
BUT ASSIGNMENTS NEVER DO FINISH?!!!!
Why the heck lahhhh sammore dis week Mon-Sat got class..oh greatness!!!
Ytd also suddenly for no reason feeling sick ==..nearly vomit at 1 time........Gahhhhh

New Sem, New Beginnings, New Roots

Alrite..its the 3rd week in this new Semester already and I can just describe the things as following:

Monday
-Portraits, the outlines are tedious, but its what I need to learn so I can actually color well the works I do..and fix my proportion and such..using Wacom and Photoshop~
-Adobe After Effects..I can say this is the 1 that i have HEADACHES the most...OMG..learning through the tedious Speed of Youtube...

Tuesday
-Digital Animation using Flash..I can say its quite fun, though I may have to study more on the flash stuffs and the shortcut keys..

Wednesday
-Multimedia Authoring is quite okay too, have to draw 3 characters everyweek and also theories so far...Flash Workshop will be next week =(

Thursday
-Visual Communication is quite..tiring I have to say , haha..I think all Graphic+Multi students know why =P...
-Ughhh..i don wanna go back to the books for this 1 , but have to so i can at least maintain my results...

Friday
-Yeah!!! Media Film...the easiest so far i think? Haha..But have to do la no matter how easy it is.

Summary :Two days of new Sem...

Owhkays, what can i say bout the new Sem...? Fun? Great? Excitement? Horrifying?
Well, it was not all so "GREAT" once I saw the unmotivating..in fact de-motivating schedule...


Like its very OMFG, Mon~Thurs 1/2 day class, Fri Full day!! Meaning everyday got class and I dont know how can I manage to go back Klang and "save money" this 5 months during the whole Semester!!!! At least food at home is Free, no necessary of having to dig my wallet for the dough!!!

Then its the newcomers orientation managed by us SBO committees and somehow lah..I was abit freaky and nervous, having to speak with a bunch of new students and all. Wish I was blesses with the bravery and open-ness that Su Jing, Calvin, NZ they all have =o=!!!

Then as expected, the Visual Language class work, which is something Karaoke-subtitles-thinggy...is coming in, I'm hoping to use Arashi's Troublemaker for that, but hopefully the lecturer will accept Japanese song lah T-T!!!!

Then yesterday was like jakun with the Adobe Flash hahahah, seriously I had the whacky idea of making a Happy Birthday(Bathday) card with NEWS if the lecturer wants us to do an E-Card for the assignment =P!! As seen below hahaha!!!


Well, whoop-dee-doo!!! Later is Visual Communication class...and sure is time to JAKUN again ~~~ Gogo all friends~