Echoes of a Shattering Glass

Day by day I wonder and kept on wondering...
Why must it always be like that and what went wrong?
I kept on suffering and suffering and hides it thru a smile -___-
Try to understand.......Im human too!!!
......I dunno what ur thinking actually..............

KLCC...

Okies, 2day n 2moro have to go to KLCC...
Today went to there to do photography work with friends...but it somehow ended being more n more into camwhoring -___-!!
Tomorrow going there again for the Art Studio....
A n B group going to KLCC together ^^

And lemme clarify for once in here at least..
The scars on mah right hand is because of me..being silly....terpukul glass....*rip*...and deep wounds....And it was lucky it almost hit my veins -.-.................
And thats no suicide, just another of my stupid silly clumsy mistakes..!!!!

ワタシはバカです！！！

何か俺は本物のバカだね。。。
彼奴を信じてから、ただあのバカな気持ちで、　とり取り返せない事に成るんだ！！！！　
何で彼奴は全然俺の気持ちを分からなかった。。何故だかしら？
行成「俺の問題じゃない。 じゃあな、晩酌ヘ行くんだ」とか言った。。
ハハッ、信じていたのに。。。。。。あんな言葉を聞くんだと思はなかった。。。

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昔から分かってたんだ、　こんな事になるね。。。
でも、　ずっと信じていた。。がっかりにしても。。。 その気持ちは矢っ張り無駄な事だ！！！　
純粋な心は鳴いにしても、それはただ俺を闇に落ちるんだと？

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分からん、俺は、彼奴を、守りたい、だけど。。やはり、できなっかた。。。 ずっと一生にが欲しい、この俺の「ハツコイ」。。。。
じゃあな、アンタもう俺を構わないんでしょう。。。
もう俺を嫌いと気持ち悪いとか思うでしょう？


サイテイ。。。。。。。。。。。。。
パラドクサーアンデッド。。。。。。。。。タスケテ！！！！！ ファンガイアやショッカー。。。何でアンナ物は存在しなかった。。。

FRUST....

I dont know why, but it is really annoying yet frustrating that it is like this....
What I want, what i hope, what i like.....surely everyone might have different thoughts...
Only what if one is obsolete in something, that is what makes humans human right? If everyone do achieve perfection, wont it be like a "God"? Just think of it....

YEAHHHH, i admit I do wear masks to conceal myself, to not let others worry/think too much..Most of the time I do it, unless im really extremely upset or angry...
Sometimes I dunno~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Maybe I oughta shout at somewhere sometimes to relieve myself....

=) PS: It is also very funny once u get the feeling u lose to an item or a thing, without any comparing or competitions involved, it feels helpless yet funny....

I guess I do need to consult someone...........^^............................................

Dammit...YESASIA!!!!

LoL..just oni got back from class, and today in Art Studio basically what we did was using a nude photo and draw it on a different proportion....Mine I can name it "Elongated Horikita Maki"....Yeesh, my Maki n Chinen, T-T why Figures class keep on make my idols get transfigured into something horrifiying? !!!!

And~~~ YESASIA is killing me...Im waiting mah arse off to the NEWS WINTER DIAMOND PARTY DVD......Even many people from outside of Japan got their copy already from other sales sites like CdJapan..why this time YesAsia is so slow T___T!!

I wan the package, I want the booklet, I want to watch the 2 DVD+ the LE DVD, I want to watch al ltheir personal PVs, I want to see the whole thing ASAP!!! GRRRRRRRRRR!!!