Red and Green?....

Stuck at home alone till tomoro,

so stay home finishing my work, the game promo thing...

I think can finish this one, only video T^T

That 1 no idea...Swt

So while relaxing i noticed,

What is it with RED n GREEN in my life? xD

I know i love apples but.....
This is ridiculous? XD

The color seem to spread to involve my idols as well~~

First up is Sakurai-kun(Arashi...) up here...

Being my favourite member xD

 

Then its Minehiro..kamen rider accel in W,

notice how red his outfit is? xD...I like tht leather jacket!!OMG

 

Nxt up is Masahiro Usui..he acted as Hanto/Go-On Green in Go-Onger

Liked his character xD,I missed reading his blog, thx to his company..D-boys..arhh

 

This two in yukata's are Matsuzaka Tori n Shogo Suzuki

Portrayed Shinken Red n Green.waiting the movie nxt yr xD

 

This one..those know me personally sure know dis xD

Channaka, aka Sakurai Yuuto/Zeronos

He kill me even more, Zeronos 2 form = green n red!!!

 

Then 2010's hero leader, Yudai Chiba..

Portraying Gosei Red in Goseiger..too cute for a hero?

And these two frm K.R OOO...

Coincidence tht Ankh(blond guy)'s theme is red..

Then Eiji(the Kamen rider) has Red and Green???!!!

If Ankh possess punya person become Birth(Green)..I will faint =.=...

This is just idols weh but red n green,

like Christmas tree or somethg..lol

Neways back to assignments...tataz = =

 Wish somebody cn stop appear n gone the nxt sec..

Just hope can see n talk to u b4 back to PJ oni...

--Comic Fiesta--

Been to CF at Sat, alone~
That time when I was gettin rdy to go, i got a call saying theres a super long que etc,
so I decided not to go so early n went in my father's car..as he OTW to Kajang

Den reach d there, 1st i walk2 at sg wang n had my solo-lunch there...
Yea,somehw sometimes I do njoy eatin alone cus can be at my pace,fast or slow XD
Buttttt, I dun rly like jalan shoppin etc alone, sorta "sad" in a way ==...


Din take any pics, yea cus Im a camera-less guy = =..
But gt few interesting cosplays!!! Byakuran,1 Gantz team(dis 1 is OMG!!),1 Ichigo, n some malay cosplayers which 1 is fair skinned(the oni 1 i approve among them) and some Gintama cosplayers~
The worst thing is the eff-ing crowd, too small walkways is 1 thing, but its like ppl go frm both sides and got ppl stand n look at stuff? Its like 2 ppl punya walkway n u put 4-5 ppl walking in a row there,totally...
The number of times ppl push me till my bag slipped off frm my shoulders oso IDK hw many times d there..

N i saw few ppl i know from FB there,but not for CF but working/helping out at booth n such >< Oh n oso makcik Su Jing over there = =!!! Bought some stuff mainly KHR stuff=> Poster,keychain,necklace n keycover...and then 1 Demyx's Sitar keychain~~~ Then a bear-bear hat!!

After tht go to those hobby stores at TS n found they sell MG CycloneJoker n got Gold Frame, so i beli both ==!! There goes my $$~ Maybe I wanna get tht Kshatriya oso....Then go back, father fetch...I go n buy GT Latte again~<3 But...his driving too horrible, n i alone at behind....

Go back home n fainted , i said i pening etc cus of his driving he said I LYING, wth!! He driving like mad cow, suddenly stop, suddenly horn ppl, go over bumpers oso din slow down....i got tossed like salad at behind lehhhh.....T T Haiz.....

"Walk and walk n walk again" Week

"Yeay" for the so called Mid-sem break where I have to scratch head to do that Music Video assignment T-T...
Who can help me in this 1, haizzzz....

Last week,only stay in PJ 1 day,or can say less den 1 day = =
Class cancelled, this n tht, so I went walking at various places b4 or after going to college twice last week XD
Weds walk at Sunway, Fri at Mid Valley~~~ Walk until leg sibeh tired~~
walk n walk den saw some nice clothes n boots...I wanna buy but how???...
Money money money~~~
Tried Grill Spaghetti at MV, the food there is popular for women around there I guess, since its using vegetable oil...@@...Lucky lunch got set, normal price 1 plate of spaghetti around RM20-40!! Sweat ==!!


Then on Saturday we went to Sunway to celebrate Shaam n Bobo's Birthday...
nicknamed as "Shaambobo" or "Boboshaam" for short XD
Celebrated at Red Box, quite funny...
especially Auf when singin, n Bobo afraid of MJ's Thriller MV =.=...................sweat~
Laugh quite alot on tht day too LoL,

Harry Potter and me feeling dead at cinemas

Yesterday watched d Harry Potter move part 1~~
Can say it was not bad, and some scenes really shocked the audience xD
Esp Nagini,the snake parts~lol

I liked the most is the scene where Hermione was like "WTF"!!! seeing Ron returned..
And she was totally Q$^@$^@$^@!!!! XD...and stunned they destroyed the Horcrux
Emma Watson's acting was awesome IMO ~

It was sad that suddenly there is a late comer at the movie and tht "guy" sat next to me...
Okay, then he enter I see he wearing women clothes
, and Im already stunned at my seats...
Ignore and continue watching....watching...
then suddenly i see lights nxt to me...
Tht person keep sms sms =.=...den take out a sandwich
OMG, it smelt like heaven, literally...
After that in the scene where Harry took off his clothes to get into the lake..
The girl fans were quite pleased, including the 1 nxt to me...i heard him say "oh my god" =.=..
After that i heard some loud breathings, i guess its from him!!!
Cus behind me are all children...
Geez, so many interference in this movie ==.....

Restart

Oh wells...decide to re-blog xD
Revive it with a new look~
Gotta say, dis 2 days...go window shopping both on9 n off9
Is killing my sense of logic T-T
Too many thing to buy..
No money..LOL!

Update...for fun~~ =.=

Haha....Just wanna say......
Its stressing n all but im anticipating the upcoming holidays!!!!
I do wish that i can go to both trips organized by my friends...
But , somehow.....I think the dates do clash....
Either way...gonna enjoy these days for sure fire!!!!

Gonna have outings...even clubbings...n den time for own activities like research and fanart+original works to do...to have fun, and of course Games and luxury...!!!

Holiday tht time gonna bring my mum n sis go aroun..n try stuffs as well xD...My mum's sweet tooth gonna melt LOL, edi wanna go n bring her to HD for some nice fondue+ice cream....heck lately bring her go Baskin Robbins n Starbucks quite frequently already !!! xD
Sammore her birthday..thinking wan bring her to Wong Kok or somethg..n drinkkkk the milk tea..xD.......she will pengsan LOL~~~

....God...I beg u

...Short update...long time no touch own blog..haha....
Just want to say........Left 3 weeks like tht....
Assignment still not done......
Life is busy as usual......
I not having enuf sleeppp...
I am tired...
I am stressed...
I am tired mentally n physically...
I need sleep...
I need travel....
I need fun and entertainment...no time watch J-Dramas johhh...
i need money...

....Why no time n evrythg comes at same time...Shitty Semester !!!!!
Like I lived too long edi.....so i can just burn my life's candle away cus of u?...T-T
I need help...I need a savior, an angel , a saint, anythg!!! To pull me from this torture !!!

Safety Poster? How about a safety poster for my own safety?

Okay...yesterday after I came back from Amcorp Mall, just went blank
as I pengsan on bed till 5am++ ==!!!

I want to say!!! That my life is so screwed
All because of 1 subject right now!
My safety poster, for IDKWTH reason keep kena reject the design n concept
I have been redoing the thing like for 4-5 weeks edi
My concept is a poster, Do not provoke animals..
First it was meant to be a lion/bear themed..
So i sketched out and he said, my bear looks like a monster..OK nvm!

Then i did the Illustrator file..of the lion which i traced from my sketch!
He said MY SKETCH punya lion look more fierce!
WTF u wanna say? Trace out from the scan one
U dare say its different??!!!It looks more tame issit in AI?

Ugh, like lightning doesnt strike twice in the same place?
Then i trace a lioness to but it was hard cus..
I don wanna make it so complex!
But he said, its too simplified, and dun mind the text etc 1st..
SHYT!!!!! And it was like during the time i was sick like HELL
jst before the mid-sem break!

So at mid-sem break I tried the other concept he gave me..
Put more animals inside, so i put in around 10 common animals in Zoo
He said!! IT DOESNT HAPPEN LIKE THIS IN REAL LIFE!
"NOT LOGIC"
WTF?!!!!! As if got ppl will provoke a bear/lion in real life?!

Then i made another 1..a bear...Traced and drawin in Tribal Tattoo style..
He said it looks like a shopping poster this time, not a Safety poster
Okay, when only u will be satisfied with my work?
Im doing the best i can with ur work, u know?
I dun know, is my concept that hard for u to accept?
I spent so many time to redo just this subject's 1st assignment
And ur delaying and dragging it like this?

I think n think till my head pain!
I am just human!
I am already trying my best to cope with the work!
U dun know how much stressed we are with the assignments!
As well as how rest-deprived I am, don't you?
I feel like crying at the agony of your subject!

Thank you Visual Communication.
U have succeeded well in making me close to crying.

Choices...A strage thing

Ever wonder what would happen if u chose a different path at some point in life?
Yes..choices, life is full of them. You life with them...
I "live" wi h them choices..affecting my life a lot..

Never rly was "open" that much towards people in the past...
Friends also, not all are really that close with, yet there few
that made me feel comfy,yes im the easy-nervous/panic type..

Now also, after coming out to college now..the choice made
Actually made me much more open now.
Talk to people more...and knowing more people
Its like a whole metamorphosis thinggy...
Now at least i interact more...talk more
Enjoy more, live life as it is.

But if I had taken a different choice in life?
I wondered..if didnt chase my own interest
Choosing to study instead of design..
Then it would stay as it were in high school?...
Spending time together like almost everyday...b4 n aft sch..
Now? The total time is less than 1 month a year...
Even holidays do not seem to match...but at least it made me come,
to cherish moments of being together..cherishing the warmth~ ^^

Thoughts while doing work...

Okay..once i have the time i should really customize this blog...since it is mine..and I should be more responsible for it...Even if I have 0 knowledge on HTML/CSS....

So its like almost 6 in the morning, and what am I still doing here blogging anyways?
Do not comprehend...Why?
1st week back from mid-sem brek and Im already killing myself...
The stress..the need to rest..Poster for V.Comm i did already..but lecturer said..
"Where is the original idea we developed?" and i was stunned...
Now i wonder why did i change the concept and did few other animals..
He said not logic?..I dunno...just like tht time I had nothing else to say..
So now..went bak and did the poster AGAIN with a different concept this time..
The visual i think i did insert Gestalt Principles but with Tribal Tattoo styling..
Please accept...I dont wanna waste my time....
I already have no time.....Malaysian studies test also i did not take it...
Cus the whole week i was SICK badly..
and now also i still havent even read a sentence of it...
Maybe..I'll just skip the test?..Sigh.....

Then....there's my patience these days..
Sometimes get crazy due t the load of stress on me
Try to cope with sleeping 3-5H a day is hard already..
Sometimes i get so mad i bang the table or somethg to relieve self..
Don't wanna be like last time when i got boiling mad at home..
And accidently banged the glass door!!!
Whole glass broke and my hand wound up bleeding with the scar now ==...

“I am just human. This mind is weak as it is to the body. Yes, as this is me for who I am."

I need a VACATION...need help....need rescue from drowning!!

Alrite..What should i say? Its practically almost 6 in the morning...

Someone up there must hate me...Cus doing work like almost done!

Then suddenly my monitor goes black! Okay...i was like..blurring

Tot i got save my work or not?..!! Cus..the trials of now..im burning oil

EVERYDAY!
Just to finish my assignments!

Only to find it!!!!!!
NO~PHOTOSHOP JAMN!!!
Work gone..
From like 3am..
I blur ...getting flu n cough AGAIN!

U SEE?!!! I AT HOME CAN GET ENOUGH SLEEP EVRYDAY ALSO!
GETTING SICK!
MY LIFE IS SHORTENED BY A LOT!!!


Think about it...getting sick after fully healed in a duration of just 1 week?
Is it a blessing or a curse?
Assignments tht keep pouring in and i can never finish...
Keep on thinking alot....
My work pace is slow...
Dont know...how stress am I..
How i wish if u were right here...
Really down...im exhausted..tired..beat..
Mentally...Physically...
My eyes really look like a panda...
I do not know how to survive the next 11 weeks...
I really really wanna cry already...
But cant ==...Cus im a guy, okay..
Try to rough it through...
Dont know anymore..
Blurring..Confused..Tired..and more..
So many in one....
Wish ur holidays will come soon...
...Feel rly down n cold...

Frustration.........

Alright...this will be about what happened to me during the week...

Since last Thurs I have been quite sick....slept on bed straight until i missed class on Thursday...and had fever on Saturday morning....

It was not the end of the symptoms as I was sick the entire week until now due to over-stress,fatigue and work. It makes me wonder how does our seniors managed and how my friends right now can manage without getting sick ><...

True that it may also because i have not enough sleep and rest since im always staying up until 4-6am doing work, or end up not sleeping at all...Last thursday I did that and wound up drinking 3-4 cans of coffee and 1 Red bull but it had no effect cuz i was too tired...

Yesterday and today too..Had to take MC already ...imagine yesterday morning when it was 3-5 am and suddenly the electricity broke up...and I forgot to save my work... Was dam ridiculed at that moment. My brain snapped and i was like ..."Dont look, I'll kill u" mode...

Got fed up and went to bed anyways...fainted in bed at that time...today as well...missing 2 presentations and a test..which i'll make up after the mid-sem break if the lecturers let me T-T!! Is so shitty i have to get SICK at the week the datelines are due ...

SHYT 1~~~!!! Byt nvm holiday time can hang out with friends...and oso recover!! Assignment also do at the same time~~ Yeah!!!

Doomsday....

The only thing i can say rite now is...Sem 3 is doomsday for me..
Why? Cus i never felt this stress n tired at all..n somehow im sick of facing my PC evryday doing work...It is sickening and my eyes is like =___= edi.....

Oh and my eyes also has eyebags like panda soon....due to not enuf sleep..Heck i feel like im almost an insomniac person......Idk y now feeling like the past 2 sems were a breeze...

Cus i ner felt like this b4~~~ Even SPM~~~

Rant Post!!!!!!!!FML!!

Okays....Good...I wanna say...my life is really "Fuk My Life"...!!!
Assignments haven finish n.....got ppl expect to hand in the Photoshop assignment next week arhhh??? Wo de tian ahhh.....wo yao shi liao lah!!!

Why add more burden to the already nearby deadlines anyway? Is it like I not enough sleep is not enough already and have to be like no nid to sleep this whole week to finish the bloody work?
One robot work edi take me 3D and i still cant finish,I know my work-pacce is extremely slow but nonid to pressure me even more lah!!!!

Goddammit....Issit my job is this oni ke? Takde benda lain utk dibuat ker...ishk...kebengangan,kebengongan,kecelakaan,kebodohan...!!!!! Why lah am i cursed with this, I rather be like sleeping beauty n sleep a long time evryday den being like this...Shyt!!!!!

I hate u...i despise u...stop pressuring me....I try to do the work with all my best edi...i just nid time...y cant give me time....I really wish i can PK ppl...I need to destress more edi....I can see my week of non-sleeping edi..haihhhssssss....why lah always like this...i haven finish work, work edi chasing me to pass up!!!!

FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML!!!

Mah Lifez Plunging Towardz Hell!~~

OMG..i rly have to rant!!!
Over stressing myself to oblivion!!!!
Week 4:
2 portraits (which ;ast week edi i Haven Completed also)
3 E-Cards from flash (Which i got Idea, duno how to portray them)
1 poster sketches(many)...I dunno if got time to sketch them out
1 After Effects Kinetic Typography (WHICH IS KILLING MY PC)
5 Commercials which IDK where to dig it out!

Then I am already SLEEP-DEPRIVED!!!
BUT ASSIGNMENTS NEVER DO FINISH?!!!!
Why the heck lahhhh sammore dis week Mon-Sat got class..oh greatness!!!
Ytd also suddenly for no reason feeling sick ==..nearly vomit at 1 time........Gahhhhh

New Sem, New Beginnings, New Roots

Alrite..its the 3rd week in this new Semester already and I can just describe the things as following:

Monday
-Portraits, the outlines are tedious, but its what I need to learn so I can actually color well the works I do..and fix my proportion and such..using Wacom and Photoshop~
-Adobe After Effects..I can say this is the 1 that i have HEADACHES the most...OMG..learning through the tedious Speed of Youtube...

Tuesday
-Digital Animation using Flash..I can say its quite fun, though I may have to study more on the flash stuffs and the shortcut keys..

Wednesday
-Multimedia Authoring is quite okay too, have to draw 3 characters everyweek and also theories so far...Flash Workshop will be next week =(

Thursday
-Visual Communication is quite..tiring I have to say , haha..I think all Graphic+Multi students know why =P...
-Ughhh..i don wanna go back to the books for this 1 , but have to so i can at least maintain my results...

Friday
-Yeah!!! Media Film...the easiest so far i think? Haha..But have to do la no matter how easy it is.

Summary :Two days of new Sem...

Owhkays, what can i say bout the new Sem...? Fun? Great? Excitement? Horrifying?
Well, it was not all so "GREAT" once I saw the unmotivating..in fact de-motivating schedule...


Like its very OMFG, Mon~Thurs 1/2 day class, Fri Full day!! Meaning everyday got class and I dont know how can I manage to go back Klang and "save money" this 5 months during the whole Semester!!!! At least food at home is Free, no necessary of having to dig my wallet for the dough!!!

Then its the newcomers orientation managed by us SBO committees and somehow lah..I was abit freaky and nervous, having to speak with a bunch of new students and all. Wish I was blesses with the bravery and open-ness that Su Jing, Calvin, NZ they all have =o=!!!

Then as expected, the Visual Language class work, which is something Karaoke-subtitles-thinggy...is coming in, I'm hoping to use Arashi's Troublemaker for that, but hopefully the lecturer will accept Japanese song lah T-T!!!!

Then yesterday was like jakun with the Adobe Flash hahahah, seriously I had the whacky idea of making a Happy Birthday(Bathday) card with NEWS if the lecturer wants us to do an E-Card for the assignment =P!! As seen below hahaha!!!


Well, whoop-dee-doo!!! Later is Visual Communication class...and sure is time to JAKUN again ~~~ Gogo all friends~

Rough weekend....Face shit!!

Okay, very very very long time since I touched here, but I'll update abit to vent up my stress and anger..!!

Here is an image i found on Facebook tht shows what I felt on SaturdayIt is very true as on Saturday, us Student Body Organization(SBO) and volunteer students helped the PJCAD Graduation and 25th college Anniversary. The whole thing can be described by "FAIL"!!!
Kay, first is the bus time, got people say 8.30, somewhere i read is 8.45 and then I heard people saying at the college that same time, 9.00 am!!! Ehhh so many delays with just getting there?

Then at KLPAC, after trials and error, the most stupid thing I heard that day is "WE CANNOT AFFORD ANY MISTAKES"from the very same person that PISSED me off the most. Know why?
Cus that same person at first gave us a kind face on Thurs, but on that Saturday let us face the bloody mistakes one by one while scolding me n few people very rudely.

We had nothing much to do in the morning n I sighed n she rudely said "If u r so free then u go n help the caterer lah" or something...SHYT U, NEED TO TALK IN THAT TONE???!!! Scold us and all when other staff/lecturers told us to do something?
At night when the hall had problems and delayed the guests entrance time, we are the ones who got scolded by the parents. Yes, us students not that same fail person who went missing. We were lied when that person said LUNCH, TEA TIME AND DINNER IS PREPARED...had to wait Mr Chua who kindly tapao some nasi lemak for us, and we had to eat without spoon. So good la that person, dont have to be like us!!!!

Ask stuff and get scold, sammore tell us to "seng mok tit"...SCREW U, u r the one who nid tht....I bring guests in and then u treat like I cant rmb the seat colors. If its those u know, then u sendiri bring pulak, WTF? Sammore I ran up and down to usher the guests and was very exhausted u said what??? Down there no people guide the guests for what and scolded me again....JEEZ..

Okay after all the work, we went down to eat, u know what we got? Dinner was a buffet filled with guests and we had nothing else to eat anymore other than satay, fruits and cakes. HOW DELIGHTFUL FOR DINNER AFTER THE HARDWORK ,FML!!! And that was around 9.30-10pm....U delay so long already made huge mistake that you can still AFFORD!!!

Work hard with many things not satisfied, no food and no thanks or sorries from that person, just cabut like that..fuck tht kind of people....My mum also said this kind of ppl is gila de...And we are not paid!!! We only can have our dinner when we r back at PJ and ate at Picadilly....

LESSON: NEVER HELP THIS KIND OF PERSON EVER AGAIN!!!!!!