Day by day I wonder and kept on wondering...
Why must it always be like that and what went wrong?
I kept on suffering and suffering and hides it thru a smile -___-
Try to understand.......Im human too!!!
......I dunno what ur thinking actually..............
2009/11/11
2009/11/04
KLCC...
Okies, 2day n 2moro have to go to KLCC...
Today went to there to do photography work with friends...but it somehow ended being more n more into camwhoring -___-!!
Tomorrow going there again for the Art Studio....
A n B group going to KLCC together ^^
And lemme clarify for once in here at least..
The scars on mah right hand is because of me..being silly....terpukul glass....*rip*...and deep wounds....And it was lucky it almost hit my veins -.-.................
And thats no suicide, just another of my stupid silly clumsy mistakes..!!!!
Today went to there to do photography work with friends...but it somehow ended being more n more into camwhoring -___-!!
Tomorrow going there again for the Art Studio....
A n B group going to KLCC together ^^
And lemme clarify for once in here at least..
The scars on mah right hand is because of me..being silly....terpukul glass....*rip*...and deep wounds....And it was lucky it almost hit my veins -.-.................
And thats no suicide, just another of my stupid silly clumsy mistakes..!!!!
ワタシはバカです！！！
何か俺は本物のバカだね。。。彼奴を信じてから、ただあのバカな気持ちで、 とり取り返せない事に成るんだ！！！！
何で彼奴は全然俺の気持ちを分からなかった。。何故だかしら？
行成「俺の問題じゃない。 じゃあな、晩酌ヘ行くんだ」とか言った。。
ハハッ、信じていたのに。。。。。。あんな言葉を聞くんだと思はなかった。。。
ユ
ウ
昔から分かってたんだ、 こんな事になるね。。。
でも、 ずっと信じていた。。がっかりにしても。。。 その気持ちは矢っ張り無駄な事だ！！！
純粋な心は鳴いにしても、それはただ俺を闇に落ちるんだと？
キ
ャ
ン
グ
分からん、俺は、彼奴を、守りたい、だけど。。やはり、できなっかた。。。 ずっと一生にが欲しい、この俺の「ハツコイ」。。。。
じゃあな、アンタもう俺を構わないんでしょう。。。
もう俺を嫌いと気持ち悪いとか思うでしょう？
サイテイ。。。。。。。。。。。。。
パラドクサーアンデッド。。。。。。。。。タスケテ！！！！！ ファンガイアやショッカー。。。何でアンナ物は存在しなかった。。。
2009/11/03
FRUST....
I dont know why, but it is really annoying yet frustrating that it is like this....
What I want, what i hope, what i like.....surely everyone might have different thoughts...
Only what if one is obsolete in something, that is what makes humans human right? If everyone do achieve perfection, wont it be like a "God"? Just think of it....
YEAHHHH, i admit I do wear masks to conceal myself, to not let others worry/think too much..Most of the time I do it, unless im really extremely upset or angry...
Sometimes I dunno~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Maybe I oughta shout at somewhere sometimes to relieve myself....
=) PS: It is also very funny once u get the feeling u lose to an item or a thing, without any comparing or competitions involved, it feels helpless yet funny....
I guess I do need to consult someone...........^^............................................
What I want, what i hope, what i like.....surely everyone might have different thoughts...
Only what if one is obsolete in something, that is what makes humans human right? If everyone do achieve perfection, wont it be like a "God"? Just think of it....
YEAHHHH, i admit I do wear masks to conceal myself, to not let others worry/think too much..Most of the time I do it, unless im really extremely upset or angry...
Sometimes I dunno~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Maybe I oughta shout at somewhere sometimes to relieve myself....
=) PS: It is also very funny once u get the feeling u lose to an item or a thing, without any comparing or competitions involved, it feels helpless yet funny....
I guess I do need to consult someone...........^^............................................
Dammit...YESASIA!!!!
LoL..just oni got back from class, and today in Art Studio basically what we did was using a nude photo and draw it on a different proportion....Mine I can name it "Elongated Horikita Maki"....Yeesh, my Maki n Chinen, T-T why Figures class keep on make my idols get transfigured into something horrifiying? !!!!
And~~~ YESASIA is killing me...Im waiting mah arse off to the NEWS WINTER DIAMOND PARTY DVD......Even many people from outside of Japan got their copy already from other sales sites like CdJapan..why this time YesAsia is so slow T___T!!
I wan the package, I want the booklet, I want to watch the 2 DVD+ the LE DVD, I want to watch al ltheir personal PVs, I want to see the whole thing ASAP!!! GRRRRRRRRRR!!!
And~~~ YESASIA is killing me...Im waiting mah arse off to the NEWS WINTER DIAMOND PARTY DVD......Even many people from outside of Japan got their copy already from other sales sites like CdJapan..why this time YesAsia is so slow T___T!!
I wan the package, I want the booklet, I want to watch the 2 DVD+ the LE DVD, I want to watch al ltheir personal PVs, I want to see the whole thing ASAP!!! GRRRRRRRRRR!!!
2009/10/31
Oblivion and Oblivious~
First of all ,how should I say, somehow I do wonder why am I always a moron by telling that person my problems when that person is the problem? HAHA!!! Hoping for an answer and all i got was only to be randomly coupled with friends that we knew since high school and my random college friends!! I'm in oblivion and that person is oblivious, funny eh? Hahax~ Maybe I do need a psychologist or a counselor....zzz!!! Smiling a lot but not all happens to be the real me.....
2009/10/24
Leaking laziness
Sem 2 Term 1, why is it no tso stressing? @_@ It makes me lazier then ever, haha~~~~ Photography class makes me sleepy though~~~ Haiz~~ Im not that interested in cameras n all, so theres no help to it rite?~~~And sammore its more on theories, and I sux at theories xD!~~~
2009/10/19
Confusing....
Erh...how to say this, is it common for old memories or feeling to suddenly flow out?
Is it really simple to get caught up in faint memories you'll want to conceal forever?
...Suddenly things I thought I forget flow out like a ravine of chaos, just because of that accident~~
Its like an urge driving one towards the despairing cliff...That one accident just made me crumble again, i mean..its like making me mad, getting me obsessed all over again after so long...GOD SAVE ME!!! T-T
Is it really simple to get caught up in faint memories you'll want to conceal forever?
...Suddenly things I thought I forget flow out like a ravine of chaos, just because of that accident~~
Its like an urge driving one towards the despairing cliff...That one accident just made me crumble again, i mean..its like making me mad, getting me obsessed all over again after so long...GOD SAVE ME!!! T-T
Haha~~
Been on Hiatus for quite awhile.....but~ I guess I'll talk about the new Semester...
Basically I have 6 subjects this term....
2 Digital Apps Classes consisting of Photoshop n Illustrator...
2 Drawing Studio Classes which are Painting n Figure Studies...
Critical Studies....
Photography....
Alrite, for Critical Studies we are planning an Environmental Campaign at IKEA which we'll have to plan it out in a group with individual tasks and such....And our main theme is reusing ^^
Photography...I dunno how, but I do not have interests at all in it and I even SLEPT in class the other day LOL!!!
The other 4 classes...make me become a work-a-holic lol!!! Especially figures!!
Basically I have 6 subjects this term....
2 Digital Apps Classes consisting of Photoshop n Illustrator...
2 Drawing Studio Classes which are Painting n Figure Studies...
Critical Studies....
Photography....
Alrite, for Critical Studies we are planning an Environmental Campaign at IKEA which we'll have to plan it out in a group with individual tasks and such....And our main theme is reusing ^^
Photography...I dunno how, but I do not have interests at all in it and I even SLEPT in class the other day LOL!!!
The other 4 classes...make me become a work-a-holic lol!!! Especially figures!!
2009/09/16
CrossBone Gundam : Steel 7~
Hah~~~~ Today presented..=.=
Owhkayz, some people gave reaction that was not expected cuz got ppl cry...But reli, I wont watch horror/gore flicks with them or beside them ever...
After class went to KLCC with Victoria them to watch Final Destination 4 at last =.=...
But the movie was notscary or something, the deaths were pretty much unlikely to ever happen and thats what made me laugh in most of the parts =.=
Like....accidentally getting ur back sucked by the drain pipe that was accidentally switched on by an item accidentally dropped? LOL!!!!~~
Then after the movie..I went to Kinokuniya~ and was.....going up n down, left and right around the entire manga section..browsing for rare mangas~ And found..Mobile Suit CrossBone Gundam:Steel 7, which I wanted to read since the last 1-2 years~
It was volume 2 only though and I searched the entire shelves and racks for the remaining 2 volumes...SoI scanned the entire place like a computer and no Vol 1 and 3...but I did found other mangas like Kingdom Hearts II, Persona 3, Mobile Suit Gundam: Ecole Du Ciel, Gundam SEED Frame Astrays and HighSchool of the Dead....And also bought Gokusen The Movie Photobook!!~~~
Dam you Malaysian Cinemas, I want to watch Gokusen The Movie la!!!! And Myojo+Wink-Up still havent have Oct Issues~
Owhkayz, some people gave reaction that was not expected cuz got ppl cry...But reli, I wont watch horror/gore flicks with them or beside them ever...
After class went to KLCC with Victoria them to watch Final Destination 4 at last =.=...
But the movie was notscary or something, the deaths were pretty much unlikely to ever happen and thats what made me laugh in most of the parts =.=
Like....accidentally getting ur back sucked by the drain pipe that was accidentally switched on by an item accidentally dropped? LOL!!!!~~
Then after the movie..I went to Kinokuniya~ and was.....going up n down, left and right around the entire manga section..browsing for rare mangas~ And found..Mobile Suit CrossBone Gundam:Steel 7, which I wanted to read since the last 1-2 years~
It was volume 2 only though and I searched the entire shelves and racks for the remaining 2 volumes...SoI scanned the entire place like a computer and no Vol 1 and 3...but I did found other mangas like Kingdom Hearts II, Persona 3, Mobile Suit Gundam: Ecole Du Ciel, Gundam SEED Frame Astrays and HighSchool of the Dead....And also bought Gokusen The Movie Photobook!!~~~
Dam you Malaysian Cinemas, I want to watch Gokusen The Movie la!!!! And Myojo+Wink-Up still havent have Oct Issues~
2009/09/11
*Update* At last~~
Haha...1 month didn't update already...Too busy till cant even on Ran Online for guild wars...
Alright...so far most works are cleared already, next week its already the end of this Sem..
Now...The final work i need to rush!!!
Final sketch/scrap book...3D or 2D...I'm doing 2D...
Theme is Mythology~
So far included, according to the origins:
Christianity
The Angels from the 3 spheres( Angel, Archangel, Principality, Power, Virtue, Dominion, Throne, Cherubim and Seraphim)
Michael, Gabriel, Azrael and Raphael whom are mentioned in Islamic records as well..
Beings of the Orients
The four beasts White Tiger, Vermillion Bird, Azure Dragon and Black Turtle
Bai Ze, Kilin and Hariti
Various Tsukumogami
Various female youkai(Yuki-Onna, Hari-Onna, Kuchisake-Onna, Ame-Onna, Jurogumo, Rokuro-Kubi and etc)
Kitsune a.k.a Hu Li Jing
Kamaitachi
Tengu , Karasu-Tengu and Yatagarasu
Four Horsemen Of The Apocalypse
Black,Pale,Red and Blue Rider
Fairies and Pixies
Oberon and Titania
Different Fairies and Pixies
Queen Mab
Bali
Rangda and Barong
Hinduism
Parvati
Saraswati
Ganga and Makara
Kali
Laksmi
Lesser Keys of Solomon
Decarabia,Ios,Buer and Amon
Forneus
Phenex
Bael, Andromalius and Agares
Australian
Yurlunger
So far I think I did'nt even cover 1% of all the creatures..Hopefully can fill around 10 more pages..=.=
Rushing~ >< Can die after this~
Alright...so far most works are cleared already, next week its already the end of this Sem..
Now...The final work i need to rush!!!
Final sketch/scrap book...3D or 2D...I'm doing 2D...
Theme is Mythology~
So far included, according to the origins:
Christianity
The Angels from the 3 spheres( Angel, Archangel, Principality, Power, Virtue, Dominion, Throne, Cherubim and Seraphim)
Michael, Gabriel, Azrael and Raphael whom are mentioned in Islamic records as well..
Beings of the Orients
The four beasts White Tiger, Vermillion Bird, Azure Dragon and Black Turtle
Bai Ze, Kilin and Hariti
Various Tsukumogami
Various female youkai(Yuki-Onna, Hari-Onna, Kuchisake-Onna, Ame-Onna, Jurogumo, Rokuro-Kubi and etc)
Kitsune a.k.a Hu Li Jing
Kamaitachi
Tengu , Karasu-Tengu and Yatagarasu
Four Horsemen Of The Apocalypse
Black,Pale,Red and Blue Rider
Fairies and Pixies
Oberon and Titania
Different Fairies and Pixies
Queen Mab
Bali
Rangda and Barong
Hinduism
Parvati
Saraswati
Ganga and Makara
Kali
Laksmi
Lesser Keys of Solomon
Decarabia,Ios,Buer and Amon
Forneus
Phenex
Bael, Andromalius and Agares
Australian
Yurlunger
So far I think I did'nt even cover 1% of all the creatures..Hopefully can fill around 10 more pages..=.=
Rushing~ >< Can die after this~
2009/08/20
Funny? Or Irony?
Hrm...Replaying SD Gundam G Generation DS for reminiscing the game plot..
The twist in Rival Route was nice..Amuro Ray died in the One Year War..
And then came the Titans(From Zeta Gundam),OZ( Wing ) and Earth Alliance(SEED) mixed with various UC characters and Serain Expery(From Mono Eye Gundams)....Playing as the bad guys in this unique route...
But in this route, they dont seem bad...with Jerid Messa and Mouar Pharoah hating Muruta Azrael from SEED who plans to send Nuclear Missiles to PLANT however since they're just simple Titans members,they cant say a word..
Cima Garahau from 0083 too, develops a nicer character in this game..asking Natarle from SEED if shes okay with those orders and telling her about the One Year War where she gassed 3 colonies just because she followed her superiors orders simiar to what they're doing now..
Treize Kushrenada+Lady Une from Wing, using OZ forces to ruin Azrael's nuclear plan~ which Azrael frets over him~
Rau Le Crueset from SEED Vs Treize later...and then the 3 Druggies from SEED getting convinced by Proto Zero and Leila Raymond(both are Enhanced similar to the trio) and imagine that mans face when all his allies defects xD.....
The twist in Rival Route was nice..Amuro Ray died in the One Year War..
And then came the Titans(From Zeta Gundam),OZ( Wing ) and Earth Alliance(SEED) mixed with various UC characters and Serain Expery(From Mono Eye Gundams)....Playing as the bad guys in this unique route...
But in this route, they dont seem bad...with Jerid Messa and Mouar Pharoah hating Muruta Azrael from SEED who plans to send Nuclear Missiles to PLANT however since they're just simple Titans members,they cant say a word..
Cima Garahau from 0083 too, develops a nicer character in this game..asking Natarle from SEED if shes okay with those orders and telling her about the One Year War where she gassed 3 colonies just because she followed her superiors orders simiar to what they're doing now..
Treize Kushrenada+Lady Une from Wing, using OZ forces to ruin Azrael's nuclear plan~ which Azrael frets over him~
Rau Le Crueset from SEED Vs Treize later...and then the 3 Druggies from SEED getting convinced by Proto Zero and Leila Raymond(both are Enhanced similar to the trio) and imagine that mans face when all his allies defects xD.....
2009/08/18
Long time~
Long time didnt blog edi..but really...
Someone in college is extremely tenacious..
Changing her mind and all that..She thinks she is very2 good issit...
Look..schedules got say..she say diff....
And Arashi 5X10 coming out edi..i happy haha..
Someone in college is extremely tenacious..
Changing her mind and all that..She thinks she is very2 good issit...
Look..schedules got say..she say diff....
And Arashi 5X10 coming out edi..i happy haha..
2009/08/02
Massu In Karei Naru Spy...24 Jikan Terebi
Credits to Julieness at LiveJournal
24 Jikan Terebi....NEWS hosting~
And I'm sure Arashi will appear too~
Wahahahahaha!!!
And Massu will appear in Karei Naru Spy next week....EXCITED!
2009/08/01
2 NEW DRAMAS BEGINING!!!
Alrite..2day 2 new dramas are being aired in Japan....
1 is Kochikame, tht police guy manga...2nd is Otomen...
For Kochikame...Katori Shingo..I'm nt reli a SMAP fan so...sorry -_-ll
Karina and Harima, this two is a different story though..Karina is just so pretty, If you've seen her in some dramas like Bambino~ and Myuu no Anyo Papa ni Ageru...She was really pretty ^^..
Hayami Mokomichi...yea, his dramas I got watch too if any of u watched..Zettai Kareshi ^_^..Gokusen..^_^
Otomen..
Okada Masaki the guy who played as Sekime from HanaKimi...A lil diff from his part dis time~
Since he is supposed to be cool here with a secret...he actually likes sweets and shojo manga while also being skilled in cooking and sewing.
Wahahah, still a comedy again~
Kaho..nuh uh, i dun like her SORRY! I prefer Kato Ai,Horikita Maki, Yamada Yu or someone else though... - -..
And Seto Koji again, (u see him alot nowadays)..the Kiva from Kamen Rider Kiva wahahah..and just last season he was in AtaDan...Hrmm...but still, maybe cuz he is a new n popular actor in the biz ^_^
1 is Kochikame, tht police guy manga...2nd is Otomen...
For Kochikame...Katori Shingo..I'm nt reli a SMAP fan so...sorry -_-ll
Karina and Harima, this two is a different story though..Karina is just so pretty, If you've seen her in some dramas like Bambino~ and Myuu no Anyo Papa ni Ageru...She was really pretty ^^..
Hayami Mokomichi...yea, his dramas I got watch too if any of u watched..Zettai Kareshi ^_^..Gokusen..^_^
Otomen..
Okada Masaki the guy who played as Sekime from HanaKimi...A lil diff from his part dis time~
Since he is supposed to be cool here with a secret...he actually likes sweets and shojo manga while also being skilled in cooking and sewing.
Wahahah, still a comedy again~
Kaho..nuh uh, i dun like her SORRY! I prefer Kato Ai,Horikita Maki, Yamada Yu or someone else though... - -..
And Seto Koji again, (u see him alot nowadays)..the Kiva from Kamen Rider Kiva wahahah..and just last season he was in AtaDan...Hrmm...but still, maybe cuz he is a new n popular actor in the biz ^_^
CRAP!!!
Arashi in Disney thr!! Crapp!!!! Japan only!!!
WHY THE HECK AM I ALWAYS SUFFERIN HERE?!!!!
Magazines all thr!!! Free Gifts like photos with signatures...ALL JAPAN ONLY!!!!
CONCERT, ALWAYS JAPAN ONLY..TOUR ALSO JAPAN,CHINA,TAIWAN,KOREA THOSE AREAS!!!
Performances!! Variety TV Shows all if wan be guest...JAPAN LOR!!!!
RELI PISSED OFF ALRDY!
2009/07/28
WAR-Inc...
Results for last Saturday guild war out edi..n I have to say it was nice ^_^
WAR-Inc 4 castles str8 again..love u all...
And..congrats to lenglui 4pplesxz, also enter top 10 edi..top 7 sammore, with KT(_Cheap_Dog_) at top 6 and kak dila(craster) at top 9...
Sure soon stupid Uncle a.k.a 4pplesx de laogong..UnknownX2 enter..and taishici also....
Jia you Jia you all ^_^
WAR-Inc 4 castles str8 again..love u all...
And..congrats to lenglui 4pplesxz, also enter top 10 edi..top 7 sammore, with KT(_Cheap_Dog_) at top 6 and kak dila(craster) at top 9...
Sure soon stupid Uncle a.k.a 4pplesx de laogong..UnknownX2 enter..and taishici also....
Jia you Jia you all ^_^
| Location | Guild Name | Guild Leader |
| Sacred Gate | -=WARInC=- | BabyVenus |
| Mystic Peak | xWAR-InCx | -BlairWitch- |
| Phoenix | WAR-Inc- | linggy |
| Trading Hole | WAR`Inc | Lonely86 |
2009/07/26
Summary...
Alrite...A summary of the past few days...
3rd - Thurs
Went to the movies in MidValley with Jack, Poh Jiet, Chng , Kelvin n his 2 housemates...
"The Land Of The Lost" which is a quite funny movie, with the random moments and somehow what weird plot ...
24th - Fri
Slept at 7am wahahaha, woke up at 8.30,more wahahaha!!!
Then 1/2 way the presentations i kept taking a short nap quietly..
Very tired yet I only slept at 1-2am wahahah
25th - Sat
Woke up at 6.30 like tht...den ready go college thr, cuz going to tht College Day at Inti Nilai..
Many going in our 2 classes didnt go at the end~ So they had to rearrange our names for the so-called "Games".... Which i knew was torture when I saw my name in the "Tug O War"
At there already know "die". since many were prepared unlike us =.=... Standing in the middle of the sun, and no lecturers cheered us at all...
Others that went also tired ^_^...Going there was more tired then doing assignments!!! LOLZ!
26th - Sun
Today..go Kajang d lor...attend my grandfather's funeral...till 2moro oni can back..
Yeah, at my relative's place nw...and itz noisy alrite...
Do assignment sammore wahahah
N curi2 use cousin PC listen song+update blog~~~
See yah later den, ciaoz...
Sick a lil` edi with coughs ..cuz inhale too many smoke/dust earlier..
3rd - Thurs
Went to the movies in MidValley with Jack, Poh Jiet, Chng , Kelvin n his 2 housemates...
"The Land Of The Lost" which is a quite funny movie, with the random moments and somehow what weird plot ...
24th - Fri
Slept at 7am wahahaha, woke up at 8.30,more wahahaha!!!
Then 1/2 way the presentations i kept taking a short nap quietly..
Very tired yet I only slept at 1-2am wahahah
25th - Sat
Woke up at 6.30 like tht...den ready go college thr, cuz going to tht College Day at Inti Nilai..
Many going in our 2 classes didnt go at the end~ So they had to rearrange our names for the so-called "Games".... Which i knew was torture when I saw my name in the "Tug O War"
At there already know "die". since many were prepared unlike us =.=... Standing in the middle of the sun, and no lecturers cheered us at all...
Others that went also tired ^_^...Going there was more tired then doing assignments!!! LOLZ!
Dull day,ntg much to do after tht...Could'nt went home early cuz my family was in Kajang...
They only fetched me at 12midnight, and we reached home at 1am...
26th - Sun
Today..go Kajang d lor...attend my grandfather's funeral...till 2moro oni can back..
Yeah, at my relative's place nw...and itz noisy alrite...
Do assignment sammore wahahah
N curi2 use cousin PC listen song+update blog~~~
See yah later den, ciaoz...
Sick a lil` edi with coughs ..cuz inhale too many smoke/dust earlier..
2009/07/23
オレ。。。疲れてた！！！
今日のテーマはムラリスト。。 なんか面白いだね。。。
声もなんかバラバラだね。。。 ヒストリーはムカツクだけさ！！！ 何でまだ三なアッサインメントがいる？！ やってやろうじゃないの？！！！！！
声もなんかバラバラだね。。。 ヒストリーはムカツクだけさ！！！ 何でまだ三なアッサインメントがいる？！ やってやろうじゃないの？！！！！！
I'll Face Myself
The title says it all...and that's the song name too...
Basically taken from Persona 4..Its on of my favorite song in that game..
It is about battling one's own inner feelings or conscious, but its pretty much like myself...
But not like I got persona or something = =...
2009/07/21
English Today...
Single word...A Freezer Room...
Then discuss about the article. from last week..."Writing rotten poems"...
I was blur blur looking at the questions cuz didnt got that...
Then its "Beauty".........a lot of discussions with me freezing cold till wanna faint edi!!
Discuss about beauty till reach...beautiful actors and actresses, which Auf was giving out comedian actors~~
Then..till the Ugliness b4 class end...Inner Ugliness, till say about Homosexuality....den the Bishounen-debate began awhile..then Ms Ami skip to another part..
Note for myself: Wear Jacket or Full Hat+Muffler set next week!! Pronto!
And the song for tonite~~~!!!
気づいたんです 愛が全て
明日じゃ 駄目です
目を逸らせないよ
君なんです 僕なんです
気づいたんです みんながいる
世界を ひとつに 愛をもっと
Give&Takeしましょう
理由なんてないのに
誰かが誰かを傷つけ
みんなして 見てむぬ振りして
走らないメロスになります
画面上の 見知らぬ誰かの
意見を信じちゃって
なのになぜ 家族や友達
信じないの 信じあえないかな
どうして どうして
伝わらないの？
こんににもここは ハチャメチャ
泣いている なんとかしようよ！
愛なんです 愛なんです
気づいたんです 愛が全て
明日じゃ 駄目です
目を逸らせないよ
君なんです 僕なんです
気づいたんです みんながいる
世界を ひとつに 愛をもっと
Give&Takeしましょう
本音さえ言わずに
全てを誰かのせいにして
みんなして 自分のカラさえ
破れないヤドカリばっかで
無駄使い わがまま重なり
生命がなくなって
立ち上がれ 一滴の努力で
始まるんだ大きな力へ
どうして どうして
伝わらないの？
こんなにもここは バラバラ
壊れてる どうかしてるよ！
愛なんです 愛なんです
気づいたんです 愛が全て
明日じゃ 駄目です
目を逸らせないよ
君なんです 僕なんです
気づいたんです みんながいる
世界を ひとつに 愛をもっと
Give&Takeしましょう
愛なんです 愛なんです
気づいたんです 愛が全て
明日じゃ 駄目です
目を逸らせないよ
君なんです 僕なんです
気づいたんです みんながいる
世界を ひとつに 愛をもっと
Give&Takeしましょう
Then discuss about the article. from last week..."Writing rotten poems"...
I was blur blur looking at the questions cuz didnt got that...
Then its "Beauty".........a lot of discussions with me freezing cold till wanna faint edi!!
Discuss about beauty till reach...beautiful actors and actresses, which Auf was giving out comedian actors~~
Then..till the Ugliness b4 class end...Inner Ugliness, till say about Homosexuality....den the Bishounen-debate began awhile..then Ms Ami skip to another part..
Note for myself: Wear Jacket or Full Hat+Muffler set next week!! Pronto!
And the song for tonite~~~!!!
みんながいる世界をひとつに愛をもっとGive&Takeしましょう
(Minna ga iru sekai wo hitotsu ni ai wo motto Give and Take shimashou)
愛なんです 愛なんです気づいたんです 愛が全て
明日じゃ 駄目です
目を逸らせないよ
君なんです 僕なんです
気づいたんです みんながいる
世界を ひとつに 愛をもっと
Give&Takeしましょう
理由なんてないのに
誰かが誰かを傷つけ
みんなして 見てむぬ振りして
走らないメロスになります
画面上の 見知らぬ誰かの
意見を信じちゃって
なのになぜ 家族や友達
信じないの 信じあえないかな
どうして どうして
伝わらないの？
こんににもここは ハチャメチャ
泣いている なんとかしようよ！
愛なんです 愛なんです
気づいたんです 愛が全て
明日じゃ 駄目です
目を逸らせないよ
君なんです 僕なんです
気づいたんです みんながいる
世界を ひとつに 愛をもっと
Give&Takeしましょう
本音さえ言わずに
全てを誰かのせいにして
みんなして 自分のカラさえ
破れないヤドカリばっかで
無駄使い わがまま重なり
生命がなくなって
立ち上がれ 一滴の努力で
始まるんだ大きな力へ
どうして どうして
伝わらないの？
こんなにもここは バラバラ
壊れてる どうかしてるよ！
愛なんです 愛なんです
気づいたんです 愛が全て
明日じゃ 駄目です
目を逸らせないよ
君なんです 僕なんです
気づいたんです みんながいる
世界を ひとつに 愛をもっと
Give&Takeしましょう
愛なんです 愛なんです
気づいたんです 愛が全て
明日じゃ 駄目です
目を逸らせないよ
君なんです 僕なんです
気づいたんです みんながいる
世界を ひとつに 愛をもっと
Give&Takeしましょう
Taiyou No....Na-mi-da...
Tears of the sun..Eh? And now its raining..exceedingly suitable...
The setting is dark and rainy too..same as the situation outdoors now..
Why am I always hesitating and wavering ==...
I guess...I'm just as weak as always..
でも、彼奴が俺の太陽。。。。。。。。雨が俺の涙かも知れないね？ハハッ。。。
けどやっぱり彼奴が必要だ、俺をバックアップするだからな。。。
でも。。。。。。。。。。
憎しみ？悲しみ？絶望？
もう、分からない。。。。 如何すればいいんだよ？ 本当は彼奴に俺の。。
この俺の中でずっと眠れた気持ちを離せでもそれ以上できなかった。。。
俺は恐かった、もしばれてたならどうする？
屹度俺の事を嫌いになった、そんなはイヤだ。。。
もう九年だな。。。あいつに。。 ホ。。レ。。テ。。タ。。。
俺。。。だめか、彼奴、アイ。。シ。。テ。。イタ。。のに。。
心ずっと丸でいつもいつも、壊れるな感じ。。。
ただ、彼奴を見ていただけ、中間と友達になっただけさ。。。 永遠にね。。
何か、涙がでるそう。。。ハハッ。。。それにしても、俺の体と顔を見る。。
きっと゛気持ち悪い゛が出てる。。。 してるよ。。。
俺は彼奴と一生になれない。。。 まるで。。。死んでも。。いいかな？。。。
好きだよ。。。お前。。 でも。。名前が。。。言うな。。。
2009/07/20
Shocked!~
What Ms Angie told us today was a bit..shocking yet expected...
Haha, need do the work fast..if not sure will be meeting heaven soon!!!
And...Drawing Fundamentals, I dun even know what in the world was I doing, the mannequin didnt look plastic one bit ==...
Yahaahahaha!!!!! Art History and English..."How to fail" essay later... VOMIT
Haha, need do the work fast..if not sure will be meeting heaven soon!!!
And...Drawing Fundamentals, I dun even know what in the world was I doing, the mannequin didnt look plastic one bit ==...
Yahaahahaha!!!!! Art History and English..."How to fail" essay later... VOMIT
Sunday...
Sunday...
How to say...woke up at 6Pm according to my mad Hp...suddenly set time to London!!!
I also shocked,str8 go out check pc time...11am,lolz!!!
Then do usual routines and then check Ran,check internet/forums/Livejournal den wash clothes~
Then go down eat lunch with Chng n Jack, all oso nt feeling well d after the dusty area of Klang Valley n Panasonic stadium...
Went out with family at 4-5pm,go MidValley shopping~
Thr buy liao Zeta Gundam old series, wan watch..hvnt watch before but I know the series story from SD Gundam and Srw series...and most importantly..HAMAN-SAMA!!!
Then we went Jusco and I went "mad" choosing alot of things XD...
Nice one is, Nissin's RaOh Tonkotsu (Pork-bone) Ramen...non-Halal ,so cant find in Malaysia but common to find Tonkotsu in Japan!
Even Fukahire( Shark Fin ) Ramen exists~ I wont forget the part in Himitsu No Arashi-Chan ..
It was where Ohno Satoshi...gave them played in a prank CM for Nissin's RaOh and
MaOh(His drama name) ramen..wahahaha! Imagine!! Wake up early for CM-shooting and it was a prank?!!
それに。。キョロちゃんクッキー！！
はは、久しぶりに見た、昔は本当に好きだよ～～～
それに、クリームは美味しいです、甘いしてでわくわくするになる。。。ヘッヘッ！
でも、ロッテーエクスがない！！
ムカツク過ぎる、何でロッテーだけがいるんだ！！
Lotte-X..whr are u...T-T!!!
And the pets in Mid-Valley, the new(?) Parakeet and Chipmunks are so..."adorable"!! Wanna work den get my own new pet...long time petless alrdy...need a companion!
Well then..ciaoz,time to continue do my sketches X.x sure 3am sleep if dont do now! So..ciaoz and hope got ppl wont scold "u fuker" to me cuz I didnt help her play ran lvling her id ==
I also shocked,str8 go out check pc time...11am,lolz!!!
Then do usual routines and then check Ran,check internet/forums/Livejournal den wash clothes~
Then go down eat lunch with Chng n Jack, all oso nt feeling well d after the dusty area of Klang Valley n Panasonic stadium...
Went out with family at 4-5pm,go MidValley shopping~
Thr buy liao Zeta Gundam old series, wan watch..hvnt watch before but I know the series story from SD Gundam and Srw series...and most importantly..HAMAN-SAMA!!!
Then we went Jusco and I went "mad" choosing alot of things XD...Nice one is, Nissin's RaOh Tonkotsu (Pork-bone) Ramen...non-Halal ,so cant find in Malaysia but common to find Tonkotsu in Japan!
Even Fukahire( Shark Fin ) Ramen exists~ I wont forget the part in Himitsu No Arashi-Chan ..
It was where Ohno Satoshi...gave them played in a prank CM for Nissin's RaOh and
MaOh(His drama name) ramen..wahahaha! Imagine!! Wake up early for CM-shooting and it was a prank?!!
それに。。キョロちゃんクッキー！！ はは、久しぶりに見た、昔は本当に好きだよ～～～
それに、クリームは美味しいです、甘いしてでわくわくするになる。。。ヘッヘッ！
でも、ロッテーエクスがない！！
ムカツク過ぎる、何でロッテーだけがいるんだ！！
Lotte-X..whr are u...T-T!!!
And the pets in Mid-Valley, the new(?) Parakeet and Chipmunks are so..."adorable"!! Wanna work den get my own new pet...long time petless alrdy...need a companion!
Well then..ciaoz,time to continue do my sketches X.x sure 3am sleep if dont do now! So..ciaoz and hope got ppl wont scold "u fuker" to me cuz I didnt help her play ran lvling her id ==
@@ Weee~~
On Saturday, with few other friends went to Bon Odori together in Shah Alam..
Around 5pm we went to Central n seriously KTM is full of crap ==....When we wan go Shah Alam..it was full like hell with Bon Odori visiters~ Back also same need w8 1H for the KTM..Cuz got problem,wat the heck?!!
At Bon Odori, many ppl >,< >.<何故お好み焼きがいないの？ 狡いよ、食べたいな。。。
The dance , we followed and of course got Malaysians also join and wear Kimono and Yukata..i even saw 1 person..as if cosplaying those Bleach shinigamis...luckily no wig or
something if not...reli dumb...
But somehow..the stalls are stuffed with people..I saw Sushi King and Jusco that we can find almost everywhere in Malaysia,yet so crowded t.t....
Try go to Chiba and go catch fishes in the shallow waters right in the middle of the sea,thats much fun xD ...
2009/07/17
エクサイテード....Excited!.
Yay..the PV of G Generation Wars out...and got alot my faourites especially Newtype spam ^_^
Alot I wanna use especially Haman an Char's Neo-Zeon...Sara Zabiarov from Titans, CrossBone Vanguard, G-Fighters and some SEED-ish guys....
Oh and tomorrow Bon Odori oledi worh...Sure take alot photos~ Excited~ Long time no go edi..
And 2nite Ran Online got x2 exp event , I plan to hunt people already..Ks him..hunt him..make all avoid him...let him see...wht is the true meaning of "panas" ....
Alot I wanna use especially Haman an Char's Neo-Zeon...Sara Zabiarov from Titans, CrossBone Vanguard, G-Fighters and some SEED-ish guys....
Oh and tomorrow Bon Odori oledi worh...Sure take alot photos~ Excited~ Long time no go edi..
And 2nite Ran Online got x2 exp event , I plan to hunt people already..Ks him..hunt him..make all avoid him...let him see...wht is the true meaning of "panas" ....
Pondering...
Today's presentation in class earlier, was damn nervous la...speak fast also got = =
Now we gotta do the "Top-Up" next week and of course..JENG JENG JENG!! Visual Analysis 5, expected already but...lazy research for information like last term again = =...
Thank god 1 week once only. Still got 4 subjects need do assignment too..Brain Freeze!!!!
Now we gotta do the "Top-Up" next week and of course..JENG JENG JENG!! Visual Analysis 5, expected already but...lazy research for information like last term again = =...
Thank god 1 week once only. Still got 4 subjects need do assignment too..Brain Freeze!!!!
2009/07/16
Bloody Monday Mania Returns...
Bloody Monday was one of my favorite J-Dramas in 2008, starring Miura Haruma, Narimiya Hiroki, Two cool guys and of course Kichise Michiko ( She acted in Maou too)!!
Now my crave for it returns with the manga..currently at Volume 4~Bloody Monday recurs around a Biological terrorist group that once spread a killer-virus in a town of Russia, a public safety unit named THIRD-i and the guy shown in both pictures above..Takagi Fujimaru a.k.a Falcon,a genius hacker. As the terrorists reach Japan, that is where the plot began...
A lot of blood and darkness is shown in this series involving terrorism, betrayal, murder, and so on...
Favourite Song of the Day..
Hey!~
Just back from our presentation discussion with Victoria, Shaaminee and Drake...
Quite a dull day, only at condo there alone doing research and what kept me company is this song...
押っ忍！！
先、プレゼンテーションの連に会った、そしてピカディリーに協議をやってた。。
団員はヴィクトリア、シャアミニーとドレーク。 問題は無いかも知れない。。。はは、明日は知らないけどな
～～
Just back from our presentation discussion with Victoria, Shaaminee and Drake...
Quite a dull day, only at condo there alone doing research and what kept me company is this song...
押っ忍！！
先、プレゼンテーションの連に会った、そしてピカディリーに協議をやってた。。
団員はヴィクトリア、シャアミニーとドレーク。 問題は無いかも知れない。。。はは、明日は知らないけどな
～～2009/07/15
After Class...進んだ道ヘ
After class I get alrdy the English assignment for class I missed.."How to fail"...I was like "What?" when I heard it,but it should be much more interesting then those tiring old school syllabus essays for certain.
At condo do ntg much,went back with Jack n Mick...den Poh Jiet bak cuz Eng ntg to do oso...n den go see them n Chng play badminton....
Den w8 my mum n sis come lor...Send some things to me and then dinner with them at Recharge Cafe...
At night..Guild war in Ran..ntg much as usual eh like us,War-Inc- and _Infinty_ win as usual...Our pt 3 people enough sweep other 3 guilds with our 3 ppl's combo..while 2 other members in pt lag/DC...After war I still sit with guild members n chat eh wakakaka...
But later tomorrow will try playing another Myrosso game, Pandora Saga..aka
「パンドラ・サガ」 with Jack and Gary..
That's the DVD that Myrosso sent to my house earlier...
Finally for the day...is my 1st corner on Music/Entertainment~
Tegomass's new..Tegomass no Uta album and Hanabata Matsuri single...
I'm super fan of Massu..aka Masuda Takahisa eh...I can say he's Kakkwaii(かっわいい)..
combination of kawaii and kakkoi...as his fashion n all vry cute and cool...Wish can be like that xD
At condo do ntg much,went back with Jack n Mick...den Poh Jiet bak cuz Eng ntg to do oso...n den go see them n Chng play badminton....
Den w8 my mum n sis come lor...Send some things to me and then dinner with them at Recharge Cafe...
At night..Guild war in Ran..ntg much as usual eh like us,War-Inc- and _Infinty_ win as usual...Our pt 3 people enough sweep other 3 guilds with our 3 ppl's combo..while 2 other members in pt lag/DC...After war I still sit with guild members n chat eh wakakaka...
But later tomorrow will try playing another Myrosso game, Pandora Saga..aka
「パンドラ・サガ」 with Jack and Gary..That's the DVD that Myrosso sent to my house earlier...
Finally for the day...is my 1st corner on Music/Entertainment~
Tegomass's new..Tegomass no Uta album and Hanabata Matsuri single...
I'm super fan of Massu..aka Masuda Takahisa eh...I can say he's Kakkwaii(かっわいい)..
combination of kawaii and kakkoi...as his fashion n all vry cute and cool...Wish can be like that xD
Dots N` Lines @_@
Today's Design Theory n Practice with Miss Jolin quite "interesting"...
Applying dots and Lines as basics firstly eh..but 1 thing though, seeing dots n` lines soo much makes me wanna puke a little bit....Fobia soon maybe wahahaha!!
Because our first exercise was filling the 80 boxes with abstract patterns composed of dots and lines...That was like..whack XD..cuz i was dotting and lining it like mad, while not realizing what I was doing..
Dunno what to say haha, like a jumbled-up piece of confetti?..LOLZBut still 1st time in this subject so can train mind abit, later need find some artworks as reference and we'll do like those pinned up in the class.......BUT! first come first serve for those artworks we want to choose, thats why we need to search for afew of it.
But simply to say..Interesting~ Can fondle the mind abit for ideas using dotz n linez...
2009/07/14
....Argh...
Called my mum this evening, asking her if my "Tanabata Matsuri" or the 「七夕祭り」 Single frm Tegomass reached home or not and she said yes...
Then I ask great, later send it over only she ask "U wan play another online game meh?" ..to my shock, realizing what she meant "arrived" was the dumb Pandora Saga DVD tht Myrosso sent =.=
That's disappointment dude....
Den My Tegomass no Uta oso shipment soon already...Gahhhh!!!!
Cuz just checked it after coming back from dinner..swtz....
Then I ask great, later send it over only she ask "U wan play another online game meh?" ..to my shock, realizing what she meant "arrived" was the dumb Pandora Saga DVD tht Myrosso sent =.=
That's disappointment dude....
Den My Tegomass no Uta oso shipment soon already...Gahhhh!!!!
Cuz just checked it after coming back from dinner..swtz....
Introduction...haha~
Hai Hai...1st time writting blog..so yeah~ Welcome to my blog...
I'm just a simpleton, Ryuusei whom is studying design at PJCAD right now...
Haven't done the whole template yet so..this will do for the moment >.<
Will write more about J-Pop/Rock and life....so tatax..
これから。。。宜しくお願いします。。か？
I'm just a simpleton, Ryuusei whom is studying design at PJCAD right now...
Haven't done the whole template yet so..this will do for the moment >.<
Will write more about J-Pop/Rock and life....so tatax..
これから。。。宜しくお願いします。。か？
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