Torment

Time for a rojak post...i pretty much beh tahan d....

Sometimes., really got some lots of things messing around in my head..

Why some people,they just treat themselves like they're superior?

有些人，做朋友是需要看样子？因为我很丑就没有资格做你的朋友是不是?

已经给人伤害了很多次

可是怎样都我告诉自己要坚强

坚强....坚强..忍了好久

可是我也是人好不好，有一个限度

I know i nt gud enuf...speech,looks,work,emotion..alot all is still..

I wun put much hope really...ntg good really happens..

B4 i even go back home and my sister gives me her stupid temper

Work performance being really bad..

意味自己能做到一些东西

可是最后也是失败...失望

有些人呢，又觉得我很奇怪

因为喜欢日本明星..model那些

过后也看hero那些的东西..

我喜欢的东西有犯法，有犯过你?

And dats y.. sometimes i think

I just dun fit in to anywhere..is difficult..

to get someone,somewhere i can belong to..

instead of being discriminated for who n wat i am..

Time to get out..put a mask and ready to work...

and get out to this lonely life again...

心里.................

我没有什么要求了。。
只想要一个我会真心爱。。也会真心爱回我。。
保护我。疼我。相信我。
可是我想一下。。我有资格没有？
什么都不能，什么都不会，什么都
安排东西都一定会失败的我。。
做不好。。会有人要我？
心里里面超级烦。。可是好多次了我告诉自己不能。。
不能想太多。。。不能哭。。
可是结果是失败了
我不是那么坚强吧。。怎样我戴面具都好。。还是不能。。。
为什么自己是那么笨，给人伤害了一次还不够。。给人骗了。这个就是第二次了。

看一些朋友不开心。。我有时候也会觉得心痛。。可是我什么都不能做。
我已经
不懂我怎样改变都好一些人都会觉得我是想一个垃圾罢了。　我懂。
救命。。想要有一个人救我。。。＝（

每天都很加油改变自己了可是还是不能。。。
到底要怎样啊。。。

Life...?

最近觉得不懂是不是我自己想太多东西。。。
觉得自己为什么那么失败
还觉得这么了，有爱的时候会觉得辛苦因为吵架那些。。
没有了爱也会觉得痛苦因为感觉到很寂寞。。很孤单
真的是累了。。唉

Sem Break equals Torture?

The title seems WTH or WTF XD
But for me its true...its freakin trueeeee!!!

Feeling sem break 2 weeks is more stress den rushing assignment might be nuts!!!
But its true!!!  To be sitting at home everyday...
SIT AT HOME!!
EAT!!!
SLEEP!!!!
WAKE UP!!!!!
SIT AT HOME AGAIN!!!!!!
Repeating since last friday.....

Hell...wan go out n for a stroll or walk around at shopping complexes also no car!
Sis got school Mon-Sat pulak, and then at night she got tuition....
Why Sat now also got sch, at least give me chance to go out on Sat la....
Sun if i go out my dad pulak sure $%@$%! ask where u go, go do wat, go till wat time all those nonsense...
I need LRT in Klang! Go by public? 2-3H oni reach KL central bahhhh thx to PRO public transport in Klang...
Reach KLCC,Bkt Bintang area oso another 1/2~1H..weekends die even more...many ppl..

FML....
And I notice some times -.-...
Some friends of mine...they got plan or go out even for yumcha horrrrr
Also always is when i not on break or when i rushing towards end sem...
Den when I holi........OMG ppl balik study d, or ppl busy working...
T-T So...WATAHECK this sem break even if its 2 weeks..

Like tht pass....and then Sem 5 starts...FML!

Tomie Chapter 1+2 review *Horror manga*

The second manga I;m gonna review at XD

Tomie, a very crazed story about a girl, Tomie of course..

The artist is Junji Ito, who is quite possibly on of most popular horror artist in the manga world

She, is the Tomie of the coming soon movie dis year, Tomie:Unlimited

Which I think I would watch? Tomie had a few series of movies before this,

ending with Tomie vs Tomie in 2007~

Not sure if they'll base T:U on which chapter or will it be original yet...

Anyways on to the manga..

The story is centered on this girl, who is extremely pretty..

Her name is Tomie

And she has the weird powers to dazzle and attract males

Which after awhile, they will have the sudden will to chop her up..

Slash her and kill her..Weird ecstasy/fetish =___=

 And she somehow regenerates from each part of her body cut..

Meaning every time she is killed, more Tomie appears...

U'll think, is she a COCKROACH?? XD

Chapter 1-The beginning-

 

First, she was killed at the beginning by her friend and boyfriend

Then she came back alive

And she was doing like nothing happened..

Then she seduced her teacher into madness

Falling to her death on a picnic..

Then the teacher and boys chopped her to pieces

And gave a piece to each classmates to throw..

 Later the 2 tried to confess to the police but their classmates..

Wanted to kill them for betraying them 

Only to have Tomie reappear in front them

And the guy(Yamamoto) broke down totally in the end, while the girl ran away..

Chapter 2 -3

A different location,where one piece of Tomie's body regenerated

and ended up in another area with a new identity

Tsukiko, a photography member who sold photos in school..

Ended up getting involved with Tomie 

Which Tomie told her activities to her teacher

And trying to revenge by taking her photos and do things to them..

She ended up taking pictures of her "REAL" side like the one below..

Yes...disturbing..And she spread Tomie's photos

which got her MAD big time, asking her cronies to kill her

And at Tsukiko's own home, she ended up seeing Tomie growing a Tumor..

Like the one in the picture above..and asked her two cronies to chop it off

Which in the end her head got chopped off as well...

The tumor then gained consciousness and ordered the two of them to burn the tumor

Which they did it without any much questions

Then at night, when she is still captured.....suddenly the headless body moved..

With a new head slightly growing*Disturbing scene not shown here*

Laughing hysterically and running away...

Next day, Yamazaki(the guy Tsukiko likes and he likes Tomie) gets involved more

Where the 2 cronies come back to kill Tsukiko and decide to kill him too

Since he knows too much

Then at Tsukiko's home, somehow Tomie's blood that got under her carpet..

Grew into another Tomie and summoned Yamazaki...

Cronie A breaks in and the scene above happens..

He went "out" and walked out frm the 3rd floor to death

Yamazaki then tried to remove Tomie which killed carpet-Tomie

After that the police entered and Cronie B got away
Yamazaki was then admitted to the hospital

Which perfectly, outside his window is the dump site for garbage

And the very blood stained carpet is thrown there..

Which..more Tomie grew...and you know the ending...madness xD

Tsukiko moved and Chapter 3 is the continuation of her

"encounter" with Tomie...Which it is obvious since the headless body is not seen yet xD
To Be Continued....
Chapter 3./12~~~ 10 more gila chapters @@
And did i overdid the story detailing? xD

"Fourteen" Review

Okay yesterday, I went and continue read one series I read around 1/4-way last time...

One series called "Fourteen"...As seen below here

This story is very special,which i read finish all 13 volumes already...

One of the main characters,is the guy above...Yes

And he is originally a chicken's breast in a cultivation factory..

Growing an eye and the man in charge raised him secretly

Then he gain intelligence and started hating humanity for

all the things they do to earth, plants and animals..

His name is Chicken George

Then the focus goes to the world leaders
Mainly the US Pres and Japan PM

  Where politic issues and conspirations with a economy leader
Grand Master Rose, who is obsessed with immortality..
At extreme heights!!!

And they found out human's ancestors are dinosaurs

Plants take revenge on humanity..

Making newborn babies go green...

Publish Post

 Earth's greenery all die suddenly in one night

Atmosphere goes lower and Tibet is annihilated

With it being airless and radioactive melts people's body

 

Then came an alien race on the verge of extinction

They go and suck away the innards of humans evrywhr

Stripping them naked and in a sexual-like position for duno why =.=

Then sending 3yr old babies to space and they grew up to 14yo 

With a T-Rex shaped Rocket..LOL?

Travelling with some mishaps and trouble in space

Like a girl, who has an adult's brain transplanted..

Which the girl is actually his clone

And he suddenly grows a penis suddenly LOL!

Then Chicken George's ghost appear,with his dead body on the tail..

Calmed when his body is brought into the ship

Then in the end of the 14 years

 The kids start dying and become dinosaurs again

So they freeze themselves hoping the last kid will find a solution

And he did, he found out the truth that..

the universe dying cus its actually a "bug"

Dying in the outside in the world of people with chicken heads?

Then the bug is saved and earth+universe is saved???

While Chicken George can be seen in the ending,

Waving goodbye to the kids from his homeworld..

The End

I think this manga is quite twisted with those many weird tales and cases but the thing with the art style is they love to make the "shocked face" and Zoom in for the chapter cover XD

Also the very bizarre plot and many mad people in there..

But it pretty much is related to our mother earth in the end..

Talking bout the environment,nature, and then life itself.

How some people can be jealous like hell,casting animals like shit and all

Overall:6/10 for a manga series ~~