Oblivion and Oblivious~

First of all ,how should I say, somehow I do wonder why am I always a moron by telling that person my problems when that person is the problem? HAHA!!! Hoping for an answer and all i got was only to be randomly coupled with friends that we knew since high school and my random college friends!! I'm in oblivion and that person is oblivious, funny eh? Hahax~ Maybe I do need a psychologist or a counselor....zzz!!! Smiling a lot but not all happens to be the real me.....