Choices...A strage thing

Ever wonder what would happen if u chose a different path at some point in life?
Yes..choices, life is full of them. You life with them...
I "live" wi h them choices..affecting my life a lot..

Never rly was "open" that much towards people in the past...
Friends also, not all are really that close with, yet there few
that made me feel comfy,yes im the easy-nervous/panic type..

Now also, after coming out to college now..the choice made
Actually made me much more open now.
Talk to people more...and knowing more people
Its like a whole metamorphosis thinggy...
Now at least i interact more...talk more
Enjoy more, live life as it is.

But if I had taken a different choice in life?
I wondered..if didnt chase my own interest
Choosing to study instead of design..
Then it would stay as it were in high school?...
Spending time together like almost everyday...b4 n aft sch..
Now? The total time is less than 1 month a year...
Even holidays do not seem to match...but at least it made me come,
to cherish moments of being together..cherishing the warmth~ ^^